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The Sum of Yesterdays

by Suresh Pattali

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Print length

41 pages

Language

English

Publisher

AA Press

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Publication date

February 13, 2026

About This Book

In The Sum of Yesterdays, I see my writing as a natural and more reflective evolution from my earlier work, Write Feelings. While that first book leaned towards emotional release and catharsis, this collection settles into a quieter, more contemplative rhythm — one that values observation over urgency and reflection over reaction. The image of a boat gently drifting downstream, echoing life as a dream, best captures this shift in my tone. I am no longer writing to unburden myself; I write to understand, to linger, and to interpret. This unhurried pace allows me to step back from immediate experience and notice what often goes unseen. These essays are not outpourings, but carefully held moments — examined, turned over, and then shared with quiet sincerity. What I have consciously tried to do is elevate the ordinary. I draw from small, everyday incidents — a trivial family disagreement or the simple pleasure of a solitary cup of filter coffee — and allow them to open into reflections on larger, even metaphysical questions. To me, life’s deeper meanings are not hidden in grand events, but embedded in the textures of daily living. I also wanted these essays to carry a sense of universality. By presenting what I feel are pages drawn from everyone’s life, I hope readers can see themselves within my narratives. The experiences may be personal, but the emotions and reflections, I believe, are widely shared—giving each piece a depth that may reveal something new with every reading. In terms of style, I find myself drawn to the reflective essay tradition of writers like A. G. Gardiner and C. P. Snow. Like them, I prefer clarity and restraint over flamboyance. I do not seek to dazzle; instead, I let meaning emerge gradually, like a quiet symphony shaped by subtle shifts in tone and mood. In that sense, I think of The Sum of Yesterdays as a kind of concert of words, where the essays come together in a shared meditation on life’s contradictions — its absurdities, its quiet joys, and its unanswered questions. Ultimately, this book is less about offering answers and more about cultivating a way of seeing. Through it, I hope to invite readers to slow down, to observe more closely, and to discover meaning in the overlooked corners of their own lives—because I believe the past, when revisited with care, has a way of illuminating the present in unexpected ways.

This same grandma raised him in old Dubai, before the Gulf War, when Al Ghurair was the only mall and the RTA and Metro didn’t exist. There was no Instagram, no YouTube, no dopamine addiction. Just life, raw and refreshing. She raised him then, with nothing but her bare hands and a heart full of love. No gadgets. No guides. Just instinct and grace. They played in monsoon puddles. They laughed without filters.

— PARENTING CHILDHOOD MEMORIES

My drawback was that I had just one drawer in my heart to keep all my emotions. Even if I had different ones for dreams, fantasies, hallucinations, or desires, in her case, it would have been difficult to tell one from another. She looked like everything.

— THE GIRL WHO LOVED NANDI HILLS

I don’t want anyone to watch what I eat and when and how I sleep. I don’t want people to watch when I throw all my sorries and regrets to cats and pigeons. I want to roam naked in my own little space. I want to serenade myself with the sound of silence. I will cook a kitchen full of hash brown and wedges and drink the best of all Rheingau and Bordeaux.

— REPUBLIC OF DREAMS

Can you celebrate religious festivals when people hunt down each other in the name of God? Can you ever live happily with the crude realisation that you are undeniably one of the pivots of this man-eat-man society? Can the world be happy when thousands of immigrants who helped build America brick by brick are handcuffed and packed off to an uncertain future in the name of Make America Great?

— I DIDN’T CHOOSE TO BE SAD

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About This Book

In The Sum of Yesterdays, I see my writing as a natural and more reflective evolution from my earlier work, Write Feelings. While that first book leaned towards emotional release and catharsis, this collection settles into a quieter, more contemplative rhythm — one that values observation over urgency and reflection over reaction.
The image of a boat gently drifting downstream, echoing life as a dream, best captures this shift in my tone. I am no longer writing to unburden myself; I write to understand, to linger, and to interpret. This unhurried pace allows me to step back from immediate experience and notice what often goes unseen. These essays are not outpourings, but carefully held moments — examined, turned over, and then shared with quiet sincerity.
What I have consciously tried to do is elevate the ordinary. I draw from small, everyday incidents — a trivial family disagreement or the simple pleasure of a solitary cup of filter coffee — and allow them to open into reflections on larger, even metaphysical questions. To me, life’s deeper meanings are not hidden in grand events, but embedded in the textures of daily living.
I also wanted these essays to carry a sense of universality. By presenting what I feel are pages drawn from everyone’s life, I hope readers can see themselves within my narratives. The experiences may be personal, but the emotions and reflections, I believe, are widely shared—giving each piece a depth that may reveal something new with every reading.
In terms of style, I find myself drawn to the reflective essay tradition of writers like A. G. Gardiner and C. P. Snow. Like them, I prefer clarity and restraint over flamboyance. I do not seek to dazzle; instead, I let meaning emerge gradually, like a quiet symphony shaped by subtle shifts in tone and mood. In that sense, I think of The Sum of Yesterdays as a kind of concert of words, where the essays come together in a shared meditation on life’s contradictions — its absurdities, its quiet joys, and its unanswered questions.
Ultimately, this book is less about offering answers and more about cultivating a way of seeing. Through it, I hope to invite readers to slow down, to observe more closely, and to discover meaning in the overlooked corners of their own lives—because I believe the past, when revisited with care, has a way of illuminating the present in unexpected ways.

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